Le sigh, since when did Emo take over my little corner of the world... I should be elated right now... ecstatic even, instead i feel half dead and three quarters empty... and not the 'good' kind of empty...
i try not to blog on my Emo days because i believe no one should have to read about my bullshit waah sessions but I need to clear the fog just a little... I desperately want to feel happy again... but i feel like theres something gripping my already crushed heart in its manky festering clutches ready to rip it still feebly beating from my heaving chest...
Why wont the cankerous Abyss just swallow me up already....
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Free to good home,
2 children.
both have selective hearing this means they wont listen when told to do something but if you happen to mention the word, lolly, or any of its corresponding counterparts such as treat, ice cream or new toy they hear fine... they both get into everything your don't want them to touch and will happily spill a whole bottle of milk on your floor then play in it. the oldest on throws food and then blames it on the youngest and also starts all the fights... the boy will pee on your carpet or poop in your garden... so not quite house trained... they both have potty mouths and will swear at you and then laugh...
they wont clean up after themselves and like to backchat due to politically correct parenting bullshit i've had enough of the way they treat me... so I'm giving them away...
both have selective hearing this means they wont listen when told to do something but if you happen to mention the word, lolly, or any of its corresponding counterparts such as treat, ice cream or new toy they hear fine... they both get into everything your don't want them to touch and will happily spill a whole bottle of milk on your floor then play in it. the oldest on throws food and then blames it on the youngest and also starts all the fights... the boy will pee on your carpet or poop in your garden... so not quite house trained... they both have potty mouths and will swear at you and then laugh...
they wont clean up after themselves and like to backchat due to politically correct parenting bullshit i've had enough of the way they treat me... so I'm giving them away...
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
A weekend away...
I just had to take a break from reality... well a half break anyway, so we took the kids to the snow... something that I had never done before... we booked ourselves in to a quaint little Motel with awesome service and great facilities I recommend it to anyone who ever gets the chance to stay in Taupo, stay at the Chelmswood Motel, its on the lakefront and is truly awesome...
I really don't understand MEN, it's almost like they ENJOY pissing us off.... the worst part is the fact I'm pissed off with him for doing something right.... in 5 years this is the 1st time we have actually felt like a family, looking all cute and picture perfect... If i have to be brutally honest I was thinking of leaving before we went away, it wasn't because i don't love him and there was never another man involved in any way I just truly believed he would be better off without me....
I really don't understand MEN, it's almost like they ENJOY pissing us off.... the worst part is the fact I'm pissed off with him for doing something right.... in 5 years this is the 1st time we have actually felt like a family, looking all cute and picture perfect... If i have to be brutally honest I was thinking of leaving before we went away, it wasn't because i don't love him and there was never another man involved in any way I just truly believed he would be better off without me....
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