Is having a really difficult time right now. I base everything in my daily life on good news in my sanity corner. I feel lost and Confused. and anxious at the lack of response from those close to me. How is it you can draw close to someone who shares your pains and is always so Loving and kind to you whilst they hurt so much too. NZ has been ripped apart by the tragedy in our beautiful Garden City. we all scramble to send off anything we can spare be it a few extra dollars out of our wallets. or donated food and basic household items. Yet my heart aches for one or two words from a survivor in a different part of the world to me. She is a tower of strength even when she feels like she is at her weakest. My day doesn't feel right without hearing from her. it's been a week since you last replied to my emails that is the longest time you have ever been away from my inbox, be it directly or indirectly through those who can access you more readily than I. did you know there are literally dozens of places i have searched for info. I don't want to feel so empty. (now i sound like a crazy psycho stalker) I promise I'm not. Just genuinely concerned for your safety. I follower, I reason to keep going. DANG IT ALL!!!
Please Loving Grand Creator Keep her safe from harm. Surround her with your love to keep her head above water. Missing you Sandi. Please find us again soon.
